Updates, updates and more updates

Well where to begin.

First, after my last post back in Sept, I was told by the company I worked for, it was being sold and my whole department was being laid off. At the end of Nov. was my last day there (right before Thanksgiving). So right now I am unemployed and looking for work. So I'm in the same boat as a lot of people are.

About this time I also had to stop seeing my therapist. Main reason was money. If I had the money and not worry about it, I would be going at least one time a week. She was great, listened and helped things move along.

Also about a month ago, we had a bad ice storm. I was exiting the highway with my wife and the car spun and hit the guard rail and then spun around and the back end hit as well. We found a car and got it. We just finished up all the process this last weekend.

And lastly we just moved about 2 weeks ago. Getting everything in place and stored away. Purging crap we don't need. Sometimes I just wish to throw everything away. Also while moving, wife and I had a huge fight and...yeah....I walked out and she came after me and we cried together.....yeah fun I know.

So that's kind of all the "normal" stuff that has gone on over the last several months. Now on to the other things.

Well I still haven't done anything with a guy. I just feel guilty whenever I think about those kinds of things, but I do think about it. I sometimes dress from time to time, but of course it's hard to do that when wife is around.

Recently, I was doing some anal play with a suction cup dildo. I ended up with it on the top of the toilet seat lid and I was riding it backwards. While do this I was grinding on it, not up and down. This felt great. I kept going and going and I finally ended with me cumming without me touching myself. It was hot.

The only problem I've had recently is I get headaches while doing anything sexual (masturbating and/or sex). It doesn't happen all the time, but unless it goes away soon, I will be asking my doctor about that. Might be that I need to be more active and eat better. So anyone have any ideas on that, please let me know.

So that's about it. That's the craziness of it all.